Friday, March 26, 2010

probably the rest of the world thinks i am crazy.

side note, first: i had a long post about jessica simpson... good stuff... but then felt silly and took it down. anyway, if you saw that or it came up on your blogroll, that's the story.

like i said, we are playing shenanigans. i am not going to say much about what is going on. i am just going to say it has been a lot of fun and maybe it would be fun to be a spy. that's all. and this time of year really cracks me up. i think it is more intense then years past, or maybe it is just the first time i have really paid attention. nobody on face book looks like themselves and
everybody seems to have a pseudonym as a name. which, i do not completely understand that. you will be just fine without it i think. anyway, i'm having fun even though i feel a little trapped... i won't say where, but i don't feel like i can live my normal life right now.

and i have to say that if people hear me talking these days who are not in RUF, they are probably so confused by my phone conversations... who has been killed? who is after me? where does so and so live? as i reach for the water gun in my purse or in my oversize jacket. dang, i look and sound creepy these days.

she·nan·i·gan
Pronunciation: \shə-ˈna-ni-gən\
Function: noun
Etymology: origin unknown
Date: 1855

1 : a devious trick used especially for an underhand purpose
2 a : tricky or questionable practices or conduct —usually us
ed in plural b : high-spirited or mischievous activity —usually used in plural


and, a side note. its funny... i was reading over this and thinking, my life seems so happy and simple right now. i have talked about that with other "bloggers" or potential "bloggers". its funny, because this morning i am very stressed out with things. i've got a lot on my mind. sometimes, this is just like a little release. this is my crossword puzzle or breath of fresh air or fun novel to read. i like to blog. but, my life is not super simple and it is not super happy. it is not filled with RUF games or musings on song lyrics and celebrities or beautiful wedding tidbits. it is my escape. so, you just see the fun things in my mind and not always the real. like i said, often i blog too much because i don't want to do other things. like, this morning.

anyway, don't know why i felt the need to write a disclaimer, but i did.

1 comments:

Sarah Heinss said...

I loved every word of that post Kate. It seriously was SO interesting. I was sitting here wish I could have written one that good. I'm actually contemplating writing another one now haha! Love you. Keep living your life and blogging crazily!